No one will say cult church or nothing, or look what they did always a solution to the problem. We get everyone together and we just make peace in the world no red tape no crap. everyone’s so stressed out we can solve that I am a hard worker i have worked all my life. what you are seeing in me right now is me not knowing the truth. drugs not having a job is because i had everyone taken away from me. By fearmongering a problem up is why we have them in the first. By not talking about our problems is how it snowballs how it gets bigger and why we don’t have any fun at all our solution to everything is like our war tactics, it blows all of it up. then fix it why can’t we start with fixing it first? Then we think oh hell with we didn’t have that many children But you know what that is ok too. I have just one She’s great a girl. I looked up something online it was a contract for (The family ) you can not embarrass the family you can not be beside the escorts. you can not embarrass the family by drinking. AS long as you do this you will have protection forever. Now ok one I did not sign up for this the entire world is a mess and when you enter into something and all parties do not know. but this was a time when a woman’s vote wasn’t anything a woman they were not included in any of this. so when I was chosen long ago and then got raped did I lose my place I guess so. I have not flipped my shit not once in my life until recently and caused the whole family to flip. asshole people that knew about my situation better than me that would be Paulette and Linda now why would that be part of that brothel in rome so I shouldn’t have to deal with this I forgive all of u or should you tell me. all it is really is communication really. god said confess your sins i will heal you land can you do this if you in a mason group that can’t speak